Monday, June 12, 2006

its very tempting to see it as a possibly Significant Event, in that overdramatized view that i always take of my life, and which warps it sometimes for the better; sometimes for the worse. i'm not afraid of thinking about it, but i'm afraid the fallout will cloud my mind for the longest time. i suppose it stems from something simple not easily articulated-- plainly that i miss even that presence, but dont want to admit it even to myself.



on another note, i am very annoyed. its not my hairdresser's fault but my hair is now more WAVY than CURLY!!!!!!!! my hair's v fine so she couldnt give me a strong perm, nonetheless i feel kinda cheated that my hair's lousy enough to unravel itself after such a short time. ah why am i being so vain all of a sudden [maybe im distracting myself from my real issues, whatever they are........ ISSUES? WHAT ISSUES?]


mellie contemplated 8:28 PM
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