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so far awaycarole king

So far away, doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know you're just time away

Long ago I reached for you and there you stood
Holding you again could only do me good
How I wish I could, but you're so far away

One more song about movin' along the highway
Can't say much of anything that's new
If I could only work this life out my way
I'd rather spend it bein' close to you.

But you're so far away, doesn't anybody stay in one place any more
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know you're so far away

Travelin' around sure gets me down and lonely
Nothin' else to do but close my mind
I sure do hope the road don't come to own me
There's so many dreams
I've yet to find

But your so far away
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
And it doesn't help to know youre so far away

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it would be better if i had more time. time is such an awful barrier on many matters. time and circumstance. the future honestly looks so damn bleak from where im at now: with no leads for goign overseas im pretty much feeling lost here. the two local Us present very different incentives: right now i have to make up my mind where im going before 5pm. smu's given me their top scholarship, which guarantees three overseas trips and attachments to the arts scene and such; on the other hand nus [mr nano notwithstanding] has offered me usp. practically speaking, it is intuitive that i accept the former without even thinking: business is way more marketable than history and lit; and it also opens up a lot more gateways for contacts in the relevant areas. [and also crucial exposure, since i want to work in the arts scene] on the other hand though, the interviews dont give me a very favourable impression of the students, though they may have been projecting a certain image in line with the context-- that is, the interview. the way my mom paints nus does argue towards me accepting smu- but this is such a marginal decision: i ahvent got enough information about anything to be able to make an informed choice- the way i should have applied to the us last sept and regret it like hell now.

maybe i will just accept it, and see what comes my way. hopefully the moe [which is my last beacon of hope for going overseas] will bail me out of this.

mellie contemplated 11:17 AM
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