sometimes i wish i was as bold as before, to have enough courage to say everything that i felt and thought online; to make it known to the people i felt hurt by, or about something i resented, or etc. all that ive known has taught me that only superficiality is tolerated- keeping up a lightly musing and humourous posting and never letting the deeper feelings show. even when it comes to people that matter nothing pays. its just not worth it to care. it would be so much easier, so much cleaner to be a machine.
mellie contemplated 11:56 PM
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