Saturday, September 24, 2005

not been feeling very well recently, dont know why. not hungry, and lethargic, and dont feel like saying anything to anyone.
have just finished 'a hundred years of solitude' and you will prolly hear me raving about for ages hence because it is so fantastic.

partly, i wish i wish i wish i were a fish!

daniel says that 70% of the world has not yet been discovered.. whcih means that i ahve been mistaken, and now have gone past the turn that would have brought me down the road to being a marine biologist, one fo my childhood 'dreams'. the other was paleontology, whcih i see listed in the uni prospectuses near anthropology- seeing how closely related they are, even though i dont fancy digging around the gobi desert, it just started me wondering about the near-misses of life. and there's nothing much to be said about it, no important counter-factuals because of the insignificance of this one life. no point in the vaingloriousness fo an imagined dscovery-

but i would really like to know what goes on in those infernal pools beneath the polar ice caps.

and i dont think i will ever get over my obsession with fish, not sanitized as his memories and his little gold fish.


mellie contemplated 1:26 AM
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